Monday, September 21, 2009

What Was My Mistake ????

It’s been many months now

The day we last spoken

In that same old warmth

And the same caring way

But things change so soon

And at times least expected

Sometimes changes brings smile to face

But sometimes just stab right at your heart

And that’s the unpredictability of life

By which no one can get apart


I still remember those small fights

Those helping ways and guiding lights

It was so much fun

And everything seem so bright

But as nothing lasts long here

I got sadness again in my share

But I still don’t regret coz

That’s the unpredictability of life

By which no one can get apart


You feel I don’t try to understand you

That you were never far away

Just a little busy with career things

Which no one can let escape

But I just have one question

Why that warmth has gone

May be we talk just for few mins

In that those memories can be re-grown

But the person who understand me

Without words didn’t do it this time

As that’s the unpredictability of life

By which no one can get apart


I just don’t want anything from life

I know neither I can get back that time

Nor will get back you

But I just want to know

Why someone comes to you

Makes you feel that world is not mean

And when you start believing this

They move out of your life

And let you asking yourself

What was my mistake?

But that’s the unpredictability of life

By which no one can get apart


P.S : I don’t know why I pen down all this boring stuff here, but my depressed mind want to let out some thing of it, and I don’t have any other place.

P.P.S: Not real, neither complete fiction…


6 comments:

PULKIT said...

you need to talk the reality to someone you think is capable enough to get you out of it!
mixing it with slight fiction and getting urself deeper into the mess wont help

The Aspirant said...

@pulkit
first thanx for coming at my blog
second, i jst can't do dat coz m d one to whom ppl comes fr d same purpose nd fr me trusting ne1 is really a big trouble......
but still thanx fr advice

Satyu said...

Haa.. I don have any comments for this.

I'm sure you know the reason.

Takecare
Keep smiling :)

workhard said...

I was like that once upon a time.. thats ok. ... ur thoughts are honest and that makes a real good writing.. i guess writing helps u vent out frustrations

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The Aspirant said...

@satyu
hey yaar i know d reason very well.......but yahan kuch to kehte how is the post.....

The Aspirant said...

@workhard
may be yes, dats d reason y i am here, to pen down my feelings in dis virtual world........

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