Smile
A very pretty thing
People say that it can ease all your problems
But is it does so actually?
At least never does for me
I always bear a smile on my face
No matter what’s happening
But it don’t part from my face
That led people to think in different ways about me
Some think that I am cool….
Some others think I have no tension
Others have a view that I have become too casual
Some even say that I am too arrogant and egoist
But
No one ever knows that this is just a portrait smile
No one has noticed that it’s just of the fixed size always
Coz it just hide all that’s beneath it
All agony, pain, frustration, disappointments
Just everything
And I don’t have a single person who can see it
I have broken many times in the past
But have stood up every time
But everything has a limit
I am no superhero who has infinite courage
I am too human
I too feel pain
I too feel helplessness
I too want someone’s shoulder to cry on
I want some one to tell me what should I do?
Where should I head now?
I am too exhausted to stand by myself again
But
Yeah my life’s full of this “BUT”
I am saying all this is vain
I know that
Coz there’s no one to hear
I know my fate would never be grateful to me
And this time I am just getting buried
With a faster pace
Yeah, but still with that smile on my face
That fixed portrait smile
So everyone can again make their own judgments
about me standing by my cascade
I just wish at least a single person ever know “who was I actually?”
But I think no one can ever read the real face
Behind that smile.
11 comments:
Putting up pretenses might prevent anyone from asking questions, but in the end we are sure to be surrounded by our own fake world.
Smiling for the sake of it is one of the worst outcome of pain and unhappiness.
I've been there, so I think I know this feeling very well.
You just expressed it vividly!
:)
@zave
absolutely right buddy, but still i feel may b sumtyms dat fake wrld is too essential fr us to prevent us frm breaking completely.....
Sorry my friend, but you have been tagged at I never got those cards!
:(
Hope you are fine. Ya, even i feel the same at times. Most of the times we have to wear this fake smile coz we want to pretend that everything is fine and also to assure the ones we care for coz we don't want them to get upset n worried seeing our unsmiling faces.
But if you have best friends or anybody close with whom you can be yourself then it wouldn't turn out to be so frustrating and agonizing.
@shas
well i agree with ya, but u knw sumtyms frnds too r helpless.....things becum so complicated dat its out of our hands.....
well it depends. sometimes smiles are genuine, at other times you just have to look hard enough to find out whats really there. And those who are worth it, always do.
Aaawww, i can understand! Sometimes pretense is very much necessary in this world! :(
@raaji
yeah i think u r ryt right, bt for dat too u need some some person who can decipher ur smile....
@sonshu
yeah vry much difficult, nd at tyms wen u want sum1 to decipher it nd dat person dint even try..
Hmm..first time got a true poem telling about the pain behind the smile..
Advices must'ev been poured on you so won't be doing it from my side..
Nice read..
@alcina
thanx.....advices r alwaz poured on ppl, bt sumtyms its jst dusn't suits at all..
cheers :)
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